Grieving Daddy

MY INFANT LOSS STORY / SPOUSE POV

I hate that you are gone

I hate that I don’t have a lot of pictures of you

I hate that the pictures I do have you’re full of tubes and needles

I hate that I blame myself

I hate that I only held you three times

I hate myself

I hate trying to move on

I hate walking into your empty room that you never got to see

I hate that I have fun sometimes and struggle with feeling guilty

I miss you Isla-Rose

I love you

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