MY INFANT LOSS STORY / SPOUSE POV
I hate that you are gone
I hate that I don’t have a lot of pictures of you
I hate that the pictures I do have you’re full of tubes and needles
I hate that I blame myself
I hate that I only held you three times
I hate myself
I hate trying to move on
I hate walking into your empty room that you never got to see
I hate that I have fun sometimes and struggle with feeling guilty
I miss you Isla-Rose
I love you