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Forever heartbroken


When I went for my 30 week appointment, I found out my son didn't have his heartbeat.

Two days later I was induced and I had very high blood pressure too.

On March 24, 2021 at 6:22 pm, Brayson James Jerkins came into the world...not breathing, but still there.

When I held my baby boy, he was 17 inches long and only weighed 2 pounds 10 ounces. He was so cute and tiny. He was my mini me.

On March 27th 2021, we buried my little boy next to my sister (she died as a baby too) so that he could be with her and not feel so lonely.

They both are my guardian angels and I love them so much.

I would like to tell people out there going through miscarriage, stillbirth, or any type of loss that it is okay to grieve.

It's okay to talk to people and it's okay to feel sad.

You matter and deserve to talk about your loved one or babies whenever you want to -- even if people don't want to hear it. You are still a mom, dad, aunt, uncle, etc. no matter what.


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