MY TTC AFTER TFMR AND STILLBIRTH STORY
I am tired of telling my spouse I am not pregnant.
I'm tired of being the one who has to share the bad news -- month after month.
I'm tired of being the one who feels everything happening inside my body.
I'm tired of feeling the symptoms that let me know it once again didn't work.
I'm tired of disappointing my husband.
I'm tired that everything is happening to my body, again, without me being able to control any of it.
I'm tired of hoping every month just to be disappointed.
I'm tired that my baby is dead and my uterus is empty.
I'm tired.
by Marie Laure, mother to Juliette, stillborn on 7/30/2020